Wednesday, April 14, 2010

i am a mess

Today I feel like a mess. I AM a mess. I sometimes wonder how I manage to form any healthy friendships at all...

It's crazy to think about mistakes that I have made and what a HUGE impact they had. Seemingly simple, easily remedied mistakes that in hindsight were disastrous. This happens all the time, and that's, I believe, why the blame game is so pointless. Of course they messed up...but so did I. It is depressing really...because my human inclination is to clear myself of all blame and take the hero's role...when really my choices and actions were also laced with sin.

Stinking pride.

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